a polar shift and one second extra...
or maybe left behind.
And when these lights zoom past me and i have to pull and pull at my skirt hem, i feel dizzy. One more second that didnt exist before.
reset the atomic clocks.
reset the human race.
backspace space space space delete.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Monday, December 1, 2008
7
mega freak out last night. Still not sleeping. Still insomniatic 23 years later.
Today I wrote 11.30.2003 on the top of my paper. I was confused and for the quickest moment I couldn't comprehend how 5 years had passed and still I was the same kind of fucked up.
The kind that longs for 17 when 17 actually sucked. And the kind that is dwarfed by fear on a nightly basis.
oh hell oh hell oh hell.
Today I wrote 11.30.2003 on the top of my paper. I was confused and for the quickest moment I couldn't comprehend how 5 years had passed and still I was the same kind of fucked up.
The kind that longs for 17 when 17 actually sucked. And the kind that is dwarfed by fear on a nightly basis.
oh hell oh hell oh hell.
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