Thursday, August 7, 2008

the devil in me

I dreamt that I was eating at this small indian restaurant and I stole water without paying for it because it was a hot day and felt i shouldn thave to pay for water. The owner runs out after me and grabs me by the shoulders and starts chanting at me in latin or something, and I realize he is trying to hex me. After he is done chanting he explains that I will be like this forever and it was my own fate. He leaves me to go off in the world.

As I am walking I realize that there is something in me now. I have these powers. and I did have powers. I am on the beach later in the dream and these teenage boys surround me saying they heard I got hexed. One of them had a swastika tattooed on his forehead and they are teasing me. Suddenly i transform into this demon and part the solid earth creating a stairwell. I jump into the hole and begin shouting and cursing at them in demon. I lure them in one by one and send them all to hell, except for these two twin boys who were younger and clearly the brother of one of the boys.

Throughout the dream there are things happening to me that I cant stop. THings like people poking me on the back, or in darkness it looks like someone is shining a light in my eyes, I can move things, or once while I am packing up stuff trying to run away, I turn around and my blanket is suspended in mid air.

I also have a companion. It was this kid I went to highschool Don, who also was hexed by the same man. We try to talk to eachother but for some reason we are physically unable to explain much more than shallow things.

At another point in the dream I am on a bridge trying to get to a movie with my friends, and the bridge is closed off half way through so I have to speed to the cinema.

Another point I am in the bathroom of that same indian restaurant and I am in there with my friend, she excuses herself and goes out side. While I am in there, I look up and it looks like she is on the celing tapping into ice, or standing on it. I try screaming to her but she cant hear me (in reality she was just standing on a puddle) and I scream and she breaks through it, looking like she is going to drown. I realize that she has fallen into the ocean. I am able to transform into a pelican (because they are the most depressing animals) and I fly to the ocean to find her- to no avail.

the last segment of the dream I meet another man who is evil but not a demon. I close him in a closet excersizing my storngest powers and try to engulf him in flames. It doesnt work and he walks out unharmed and alive.


now... WHAT THE FLYING FUCK DOES ALL THAT MEAN!?


1 comment:

  1. i'll tell you later. it might take a while to write, and i have to go to work.

    from what i can tell, it is mirroring your life right now.

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